Friday, February 04, 2005
Hmm..haven been updating my blog lately..too busy!!!! Now, i finally understand y some ppls stop blogging...haha~
Anyway, quite a lot of things happened for the past few days. There is this guy who is my ex-schoolmate(I cannot name him out online) been "outcasted" in my junior college's class. I really pity him...
You guys might be thinking what's the big deal in the whole issue. The big deal is he's my ex-schoolmate n yet i can do nothing to help him. You can say i'm mean or cruel but i must admit i had been "cold" towards him lately. Please dun ask me why.......
Human emotions are indeed complicating huh? Seriously, i think the whole issue's childish. Crap. But can i prevent my this friend from being "outcasted"? It's his characters that had caused his plight. Sometimes, i'm really tempted to tell him those reasons why ppls hated him but in the end, i didnt have the gut. Anyway, man has pride. Wouldnt i hurt his ego if i'm too direct?
Right now, i'm beginning to feel uncomfortable with his presence. I have suddenly become aware of all his weaknesses. It scare me.
When's such thing gonna end?????